No means no [North Korea] [Mature]
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Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2015 12:38:28 GMT -5
One would think after such boldness and poetic seduction on his part, Sun would lack any tact to appear anything but pleased with himself as Russia forced him down between the spread of his legs. This was after all taking a turn for what North Korea wanted, wasn’t it?
Yet satisfaction didn’t spread over the Asian’s face. His brown eyes are wide and his lips opened. “You are…allowing me,” he breathed and tilted his head. His gaze travelled from Ivan’s face whose eyes were dark in his smirk and down him. Awe was the gaze of the nation between Russia’s legs. He acted as if he was given a gift and beheld it with surprise.
He ran his fingers up Ivan’s thighs and leaned in, tilting his chin up. “I love you in my own way, you care for me in yours,” he chuckled lightly. “Love is a word I do not understand…what I feel is obsessive, dangerous, but so powerful.” He spread Russia’s legs and lifted himself. “But I shall never hurt you, master.” Then it was his turn for his mouth to curve up into a smirk.
He ran his tongue along the lips that were reddened from his previous assertive kisses. His hands began to loosen Russia’s pants without his eyes ever moving from the cold nation’s.
“Still,” he paused in all action, “if I do this…” He did not even question what it was that Russia wanted of him. “If I do this, what shall I get? I’m pretty sure you know what I want, or should I tell you?” He leaned down and breathed into the part he’d created his exhale hot.
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 11, 2015 22:21:48 GMT -5
Ivan sat in his chair looking down at the younger nation. His breathing stayed steady though there was an obvious tightness in his pants. If North did not solve the problem, he certainly planned on surprising China tonight. He knew the older nation would likely be annoyed by his sudden arrival, but he had learned how to silence him fairly quickly especially when he found himself in this current state.
He the teasing touch of his hand on his thighs only increased his need, and he could feel his small shred of patience becoming thinner and thinner with each passing moment. He had to agree with the boy. He did not understand love. He had witnessed firsthand his love for his brother, and it appeared far more obsessive than actual caring. He would not argue though, he had a similar relationship with his sisters. The idea of him hurting him only made Ivan smile. Even if North Korea wished to cause him harm, he would not like the results that would come after. Ivan considered himself a kind mentor, but he could be cruel if needed.
As his hands made work of his pants, his chest rose and sunk with each steady breath he took. In the back of his mind, he knew he should not be praising the boy for his uncalled emotions, but he quickly dismissed them. How could he be expected to think logically with a man between his legs?
Though as the boy stopped, he frowned. You did not tease Russia or poke the bear. He did not respond kindly to it. “You should not assume you receive anything in return. If I find you deserving, than I might grace you with your desires. Do not assume I owe you anything,” he stated clearly. He did not make such deals with his charges.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2015 23:06:40 GMT -5
If anyone other than Russia had been so cruel to him and sneered such words to him…If anyone else had ever dared to tell Yong-Sun that he was owed nothing, they’d have found a gun to their head, his hand about their throat. It would not be them getting off, but North Korea as he listened to them beg and scream. Yet Ivan was one of the few who would not evoke such a reaction from him.
Not this time.
His eyes sparked and his lips drew up in impish delight. “So bossy,” he purred. He leaned in and opened Russia's pants. “Maybe you’d like it better if I begged.” He chuckled as he drew out Russia’s length. He licked his lips once more and then moaned at the sight. He was excited. “Is this all for me,” he asked breathlessly. He looked up at Russia playfulness replaced by arousal. He craned first for a tenative taste before he spread his fingers on his thighs. He groaned. His mouth began to move in a wet slide as he pressed his face into his lap and his head began to bob.
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 12, 2015 1:50:31 GMT -5
North Korea was quite lucky that Ivan had been in a pleasant mood before he stepped into his home. For if he had been annoyed, he would have been far less patient with his little personality ques. He knew North Korea lacked sanity, quite strange for a nation as young as he. Many nations had breaks in their sanity, yet those nations had lived multiple centuries and faced far worse hardships. Iran was the first to come to mind, yet with all the trouble that happened in the Middle East, it was only to be suspected.
His lips turned into an evident frown as the boy continued to tease though he did consider the option of making the boy beg, yet he had basically seen in moments before. The boy had practically begged for this occurrence, attaching onto him like a leach.
His chest felt hot as his pants were undone and the boy eyed him. Ivan did not appreciate the comment and would have smacked him like a bad dog, if the boy hadn’t of taken hold of him. His eyes fell shut as he moaned at the touch of his mouth. His head fell back into the chair and his fingers threaded into his hair. Ivan demanded control in all things, and this was no different. He directed him in the pace he wanted and would force him to go further than he might be able to handle. Very few had the talent to take him fully, but he had no qualms forcing them to try. His lips pressed together as the pleasure increased. He should not be doing this. He knows that. It was foolish and given the boy the wrong impression, but he could not deny that the war had made him far too tense with little sign of relief.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2015 11:40:57 GMT -5
Yong-Sun could have teased all he wanted, but when he’d seen the evidence that he’d worked up Russia was just surprising. Until then he’d thought it Ivan may have been simply amusing him, but when he saw it he couldn’t help but comment. He’d done that. It had made his heart flutter and his cheeks blossom. But of course he was going to take care of it. In his own way, he’d promised to.
He felt Russia relax beneath him and the moan that was let loose made his own pants further tighten. He shuddered at the slide of Ivan’s fingers into his hair and then when they yanked and Russia got bossy he sharply groaned. God, he was domineering. North Korea loved it. He writhed under him and his cheek burned all the hotter at his own body’s reactions to being directed. No one told Yong-Sun to do anything, but that was the sort of aggression he secretly loved. He had no problem quickly adapting to the pace Ivan demanded and as for taking him in? He might have almost gagged at first, but that was because he’d been taken off guard.
Yong-Sun relaxed and took him fully, swallowing around him, and making sure to obscenely moan to give him even more stimulation. He alternated how he licked and sucked until he found a combination that Ivan liked. One hand left Russia’s thigh and North Korea began to yank his own slacks open: unbuckling his belt and attack his fasten and zipper.
Yet North Korea was not lead on. Russia wanted release, North Korea had excited him enough. Yong-Sun did not believe that Russia was in love with him. The nation had said his heart was frozen, but this closeness was what North Korea had wanted. Just this.
Russia cared for him. That was enough.
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 12, 2015 19:53:18 GMT -5
His head rolled on the back of the chair as he guided the boy between his legs to the pace he needed. He tried not to weight his mind too heavily on who was between them. He only needed the pleasure. The war was placing a toll on him and his people. He had been to all the fronts within the past six months. He had killed many soldiers and battled nations. He rarely slept, often in his study looking over the map and strategizing the next move. He hardly had any time to pleasure himself, yet alone fine someone to entertain him for an evening. Even if he were to fine time, his house was far too full of many eyes and thin walls with ears. Though he did enjoy the company of Lithuania, if he could woe the nation to his room. Mmm. Little Lithuania. He was always so strangely gentle and kind, pressing soft kisses to his thigh or collar bone. He held such talent to bring warmth into his form. Nothing like China. China held an edge of authority, always demanding, and yet Ivan would happily bend to each of his demands as long as he had the chance to pull his robe apart and pull his bare form against his own. He moaned as the images played in his mind, taunting him of past lovers. His grip tightened in his hair as he increased the pace. There was one nation in particular he wanted on his knees like an obedient dog. To see his broken eyes looking up at him with acceptance of his lost. He would move forward, head hung low, and whisper the words, “You win.” The mere thought had Ivan over the edge. His body tensed as he fell into climax, moaning deeply, and forcing the boy to take him all the way in until he was finished. Okay, normally I doubt he be that quick, but I feel weird dragging something like this on for multiple posts XD
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2015 20:37:46 GMT -5
North Korea could not know and perhaps a part of him did not care if Russia imagined him as someone else. No, it would have bothered him, but he was lost in the pleasure that was Russia’s moans and the presence of his hand in his air. He lost himself in the pace and in the hand that he was bringing himself pleasure with. North Korea was just as in need for a release as Russia, though the reasonings varied. North Korea was frustrated with Soo. Every day brought more South Korean insurgences and it was only a matter of time before the Allegiance was at his doorstep to snatch him from his home. Sun was losing just as much sleep, doing just as much strategizing because he was not fighting one war, but two. He hadn’t let himself enjoy himself in a while, not with anyone.
And yet North Korea was detached in this situation too. He grasped to the breathy noises of Ivan and every moment had to focus on that otherwise he’d dip into memories of Japanese soldiers forcing him to the same act with less gentleness than the nation above him. What he’d done to protect Yong Soo and yet had never uttered it to him because he’d done it out of love for the nation.
Yong-Sun loved Soo so deeply it hurt.
If only it was Soo he was doing this to. In a soft bed. To know he was making Soo happy to know the taste of those lips against his. To kiss Soo’s rounder face and hear his lighter voice. They were the same age, found at the same time by Grandfather, but they had their markedly different appearances. Soo had always been the happier of the two, the more innocent.
He imagined Soo beneath him, imagined hearing his praise as he loved the other nation with his body and soul.
He came just before Russia imagining the beautiful South Korea coming undone for him. He groaned and as if remembering, relaxed his throat for the nation who had protected him and let him have his pleasure.
No, he did love Ivan; but it was a love of respect and caring. It wasn't pure or without expectations, but he could do this. As long as Russia cared for him. He could let himself be wooed to Ivan's bed, but it was not Love. Ivan was right and Sun had known it.
No illusions.
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 15, 2015 10:21:11 GMT -5
He continued to guide his motions as he rode out his high, making certain all was consumed. The stress and tension in his form seemed to wash away as he floated back down to reality. Those blues orbs fading away to who truly was between his legs. He stared at North Korea with a soft relaxed expression, as his hands slipped from his hair, allowing the boy to move off of him. A slow realization on what had occurred slowly crossed over his face, his eyes widening for a moment. He really should not have bent to his persuasion. It likely would only continue the boy’s poor behavior. He could not deny he had needed an escape, yet he should have taken other options into consideration. His hand reached out and cupped the boy’s face. His thumb rubbed along the side of his lip to clean it off. “You did well,” he stated, not wishing to hurt the boy’s feelings, for he had brought him to pleasure. “We should focus back to our conversation regarding you and the Allegiance, “ he spoke, his fingers slipping from his face to readjust his own pants.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 17, 2015 15:56:57 GMT -5
Maybe the praise made him blush and his eyes were soft at Russia’s touch, but the moment his fingers drifted away, however, North Korea was standing and readjusting his own slacks. He chuckled softly at Ivan and waved a hand, “If you’re still worried I’m going to besiege them with a nuclear attack, don’t be. I won’t, I don’t have a wish to.” He turned to head into an adjoining bathroom to clean his hands. He kept the door open.
“You know how America and I are…I threaten him with nuclear weapons, he promises bad things as a result. We’ve been doing this for over fifty years. The boy,” for Ameria was younger than him, “quivers when he even hears I’ve done a test.” Sun’s voice drifted from the doorway as water rushed for several seconds as he washed up. When he again appeared his face was no longer flushed and he looked presentable, his hair pulled back once more as he plaided it.
He looked up to Ivan before his attention was drawn to the door. It was just slightly ajar and he tilted his head before grinning wickedly. One minute he was turned to it the next he had the door open and had the wrist of a woman held tightly in his hand.
“Mi-ja,” he cooed, “it is very rude to eavesdrop.” Her bottom lip quivered but Yong-Sun released her and instead poised his lips at her ear. “Were you watching? Did you enjoy the show?” He simply turned after that leaving her wide-eyed, flushed, and holding the tray with glasses and vodka. He returned to his seat and gestured to the table between him and Ivan. Mi-ja quickly regained herself and with a bow to Ivan and rushed apology set the chosen alcohol down. Then she turned to Yong-Sun to bow, but with a gasp she was pulled into his lap.
He pulled off her shoes and ran his fingers over one of her heels through the hosiery she wore. “No need to leave, Mi-ja. And no need to be ashamed for being caught enjoying.” He ran the same hand up her calf and beneath her knee, only to trace up to her thigh. He stopped once he came to the hem of her skirt. “Perhaps you would like similar treatment from me, ye? Perhaps tonight in my bedchambers?” He purred and she swallowed. Her eyes met Ivan’s in embarrassment.
“Eternal Leader,” she said softly, dropping her gaze in benediction and embarrassment.
His free hand caressed her cheek with his knuckles. “Mi-ja…I love how you act for our guests and for me, but I do not wish for the servant girl you act to be.” Her eyes lifted to his.
“Leader Im?”
“Yes, my dear Pyongyang. You are my advisor and one of my best warriors.”
In an instant her body relaxed and the eyes that now turned to focus on Ivan were as sharp as her leader’s. “What are you talking about with Teacher Russia?”
“The United Allegiance.”
Mi-ja snorted but then nodded to politely to Ivan. “Then do continue.”
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 18, 2015 19:00:32 GMT -5
He allowed North Korea to leave the ground and crossed his leg over the other. His leaned his cheek into his gloved hand as he watched the boy go to wash up. The boy made quite a mess of the floor, but it was not his home, so Ivan cared little about it.
He listened thoughtfully as the boy went on to proclaim he had nothing to worry about. He found the statement very unlikely. Da, today he might not have to worry, but North Korea allowed his emotions to influence his actions far too often. He would be more content if he knew another person had access to the detonator. North Korea would be smarter to be far more weary of America. America was young and foolish, but the boy held immense power. Power that matched Russia. North Korea was merely a small annoying pest on the boy’s sleeve. Did he so easily forget the Korean War? The only reason he held the line was because of Russian help. If America decided to send troops to help South Korea, the boy would likely lose the Capitol quickly, and Ivan could only imagine the temper tantrum that would follow afterwards.
“Da, I know the silly game. Do not be foolish to underestimate him, Sun,” he remarked from his chair as the boy came back out. He watched silently as he spoke to the woman at the door. His face stayed expressionless as it was revealed the woman had been watching. It did not matter to him. Ivan held no embarrassment. After all, he had not been one on his knees. Though as North Korea went to play with his little toy in front of Ivan, he could feel an itch of irritation. He should know better than to ignore his guest. He forced a smile upon his face and sat straighter in the chair as the two spoke to one another. Oh, she was the Capitol City. Russia did not work with other’s cities, territories, provinces, states, whatever wished to call themselves. He was a nation and therefore only worked with nations. Other areas were for domestic issues, and he hardly cared for their opinion and thoughts.
“Nyet,” his eyes focused on North Korea's, ignoring the woman all together, “I came here to speak with North Korea, but if he wishes to disrespect my presence by allowing those who do not deserve to be in the discussion to join, then I will be on my way.” He unfolded his legs, a smile still plastered on his face.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 20, 2015 18:54:09 GMT -5
“Maybe you should be,” North Korea stated, though out of sight of Ivan he pressed his hand to the small of Mi-ja’s back and she stood up. “Send one of the lower Providences in here to clean the floor would you?” He told her. She did not look to Russia as she bowed. Yong-Sun turned to pour himself some vodka. “You sought me out, Russia, not the other way around simply because of your own fears that I do not realize just what I’m doing.” He took a sip, but voice did not betray any other emotion and his lips were in a smile. “You also demonstrate monstrous distrust of myself and high disrespect to me in my own home. You have said your piece.”
He leaned back and just as Russia had, crossed one leg over the other and stared into the fire. “Once more, if you came here simply to scold me like a child, you need not have even graced me with your presence.” Was the fact that he’d just pleasured the man supposed to make him be submissive and all warm? That thought had immediately been struck the moment he had insulted how he ran his home. Mi-ja was not some guest. “A phone call would have been sufficient.”
For a moment that was all he said before he lifted his hand as if to stop any retort and his eyes slid to the wintery nation. His gaze was quickly followed his face turning to him as well. “You claim to care for me, and I do believe that. I know you do, but you need to trust me more. Do not for a moment think that I don’t see behind those eyes of yours. Our acquaintance has been long enough. You do not trust me.” He easily finished his vodka and sat the cup down. “I don’t underestimate, America. To do so would be to sign a warrant for my death. I highly respect him, though of course I resent him and what he stands for. I hate his arrogance, I hate his smiles, and I hate that so many do in fact underestimate him. He appears like a cherub, but what darkness lies beneath that abyss in his eyes.”
His smile disappeared. “I can be a beast of impulse, but this is a war I have engaged myself in. I cannot play juvenile games. I told you once, I have my weapons for my defense and would not use them unless absolutely necessary and I am nothing but serious about that. You’ve let what others think of me influence your view of me. I do not want to lose Yong Soo. America wasn’t even supposed to have discovered my nuclear tests.” He let his head fall to his hands and let out a forlorn sigh. There was no time in war for pissing contests; before he and America could engage in such, but now. Now he too would have to play chess with the nation and Yong-Sun would be a fool to play pest now. And if Russia was so worried about the detonator, Yong-Sun did not even trust himself with such a thing. He did not have it, not that he would easily tell anyone just who did.
“Ivan, I don’t have time for your distrust in me. I have my country to protect, troops and aid to send to our other allies, and a brother to protect. If you did not realize that I don’t have time to act like a child then perhaps it is best that you do leave.” He felt so weary just then and angry, so very angry.
Whoever had leaked his testing to America would pay. He could allow such things to happen. He had a war to head here. Playground squabbles between he and America had been games of peace, his own Cold War with the nation and now, now there was war.
They weren’t playing checkers anymore.
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on Apr 22, 2015 1:30:35 GMT -5
Ivan’s patience had worn thin. North Korea had always been an exhausting nation to handle, even in his youth. Ivan took the Asian nation into his home, supported him when others had abandoned him, comforted him after the Japanese, and sheltered him as if he were his own child. One might believe that such actions would grant Ivan the smallest bit of respect. However, the boy was always far too caught up in his own woes and troubles to notice those around him holding him up. It always was about North Korea’s troubles, never his allies. North Korea had been wrong. North Korea deserved more. North Korea wanted more. It sometimes felt as a black hole that only hoped to consume all that Ivan could offer only for it never to be satisfied, and did it infuriate Ivan to know in. At least when the boy was younger, Ivan could flick his nose playfully and say, Not today, North Korea. Now, the boy had become arrogant, and it was only proved in his outright disrespect.
He allowed the boy to go on his speech, as he presented himself like a male peacock. It would had been humorous like watching a boy try on his mother’s dress, if it weren’t so irritating. To think, the boy did not notice how much he had grown up similar to Ivan. His smile resembling one of his own, the way he copied his movements, the way he spoke of America…
For some reason, out of his entire speech the part on America nagged him the most.
Ivan had always been possessive. He did not like sharing what he claimed as his own. His relationship with America was unique if you could even call what the boy and he had a relationship. No one knew Alfred the way Ivan did. No one. Not even America’s dear old dad or brother. For North Korea to claim he’d seen the darkness in the boy’s eyes…
No, that belonged to Ivan. Only Ivan. Those blue bright orbs that held the brightness and warmth of hundreds of sunflowers and yet in the same token showed a world of nuclear fallout and destruction. Those were his, not some silly childish speck of a nation that barely scrapped itself together. For Ivan saw it all, the hope, the fear, the need, the wants. He despised America. He had lost once before to him and his suffocating culture. America could befriend the world with a smile and a laugh. Ivan…Ivan could not. But he knew him, looking at America…at Alfred…it was like looking into the mirror. They wanted to save the world and yet feared they might end it in the process. Only Ivan and Alfred knew such a feeling.
Not North Korea.
Ivan closed his eyes and smiled sweetly as he giggled like a child. “Oh you silly delusional boy,” he stood up to his full height. A deep part of him wished to snap the boy’s neck and leave. It would be quite easy after all. “You have more respect for America than you do myself, while America hardly passes a second thought to you, like an annoying itch on ones back that no matter the direction one can’t seem to reach it, but in the end, it’s just an itch. An itch no one truly cares about in the grand scheme of things for you do not see the entire board,” he spoke sweetly, hardly caring if his words might hurt.
He laughed a bit harder. North Korea would be smarter to recognize the two nations who pulled the strings in this game of chess, and it was not him. His hands folded behind his back. “Trust,” he couldn’t stop giggling. It was just so absurd. “If my own sisters can betray me, two people I truly love and have known over centuries. If I do not even trust my own sisters, why would you even consider I would ever trust you,” he smiled. Trust did not exist in this world. Nations acted on self-interest and self-preservation.
He finally nodded and pulled his hands out to clap them together in glee, “But I am happy you understand, little North Korea. Da, defensive not offensive. I only came by to make certain you agreed with such thoughts. Since you do, I do plan to leave. I hardly care to be disrespected. I only hope you realize eventually to appreciate my assistance, my help, but I see you are far too consumed in your own thoughts to think outside them.”
With that he nodded and turned to head to the door.
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Post by Deleted on May 3, 2015 16:19:08 GMT -5
North Korea was on his feet before he even paused to think what he was going to say. He grabbed Russia's sleeve and then wrapped his arms around him. "Wait."
Wait because he was confused. He had maybe expected to be scolded, but disrespect? He'd not even let such a thing cross his mind. He'd never meant disrespect, though perhaps he'd sounded so. He probably did. No, he had. He squeezed Ivan tighter.
Ivan had never turned his back on him. In the darkest of Yong-Sun's hours there had always been Ivan. When the Allies had pulled him and Soo apart, Russia had cradled his broken, bruised body. It had been him who soothed his cries and nightmares. He had always thought his brother would stand at his side, but he'd betrayed him. Ivan was not Appa, his brother, and yet he had treated him the most like family. North Korea knew who had been there when no one else had been and he did notice it. He appreciated it and was ever grateful for it.
Ivan had given him everything and held his highest respect. How could Russia doubt so? Yong-Sun had just stated he had his allies to worry about. Hadn't he hears those words? Yes, Yong-Sun was concerned for himself, but wanting more? No, no. He had his brother and now he wanted to keep it that way until Soo saw he was not the monster he so feared. He wasn't bad. He wasn't evil. He was and would be Yong-Sun, nation of Northern Korea. And while he defended his borders he saw beyond them. There was a much larger conflict and Russia and the others needed his aid as much he needed theirs.
"Russia...please...how can you not know that I respect you? I have never meant to seem unthankful or rude to you. I have always appreciated you and your help. You've never left me. You've always been there. So please...please don't leave angry with me." He was now begging. "Or thinking I do not regard you with proper respect."
He slid around Russia and his brown eyes were wet with tears. They tracked down his face as he squeezed his coat between his fingers. He was not delusional! He knew Russia held far more rapport with America than himself, but he'd heard how Ivan spoke of him. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry. I just...I want to be great like you...I want friends and my brother. I want the respect of nations. I just..." He leaned into him and shut his eyes. "I had only meant to tell you that I'm taking this seriously. I wanted you to know I was...so please...don't leave me. Everyone else has..."
He was still that child whose russet eyes were marred in terror and whose body had laid broken and bruised in the wake of a Japanese invasion. He still wept for the lost of his brother and their culture. He still shook in the wake of nightmares.
So he cried into Russia's shirt. He wanted to win this nation's trust. He wanted to he strong. "I want you and China to be proud of me. That is all I have ever wanted. I want to help you and the others. I just want to be strong like Russia. I don't want to be bullied and laughed at anymore."
Yong-Sun trembled. "I'm sorry, Russia...I'm sorry. Please don't go."
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Post by Russia - Ivan Braginsky on May 7, 2015 18:52:23 GMT -5
His anger was evident in the thickness of the air. Ivan often liked to pretend he held no emotions. He liked to pretend he could numb himself to such feelings that only caused one to overreact, and yet he had never been able to accomplish such without the help of General Winter. Not that Ivan would ever label himself emotional. Nyet, something had to justify emotions slipping through his ever constant smile, only a few topics ever caused it. One of them happened to be America. Most who lived in his home knew not to speak of America in front of him even if he brought up the topic. America had always been a touchy subject stem from jealousy, competition, possessiveness, lust and….lo…
Ivan was ready to leave. He needed to clear his mind and do something enjoyable. Hiding in China’s closet always brought a smile to his face. Da, he would do that, but before he could even move to the door, he felt a tight grip on his sleeve. His narrowed eyes shot back at the resistance and took in the child.
He listened to his pleading words for forgiveness, only words. Everyone always spouted pretty words, but Ivan knew better then to trust something so flimsy. He would have yanked his arm away, but then he saw the tears and the anger that had flooded his features slowly dissolved. It reminded him of the little boy he had taken in after the war, the one that clung to him and buried his head into his chest with tears. It pulled at his heart. He did not like seeing tears on his friends. They did not belong there.
He only wanted him to be proud. He was proud of Yong-Sun. He understood the difficulties of always being labeled the villain. He understood the harsh treatments. Yong-Sun faced hardship and only grew stronger from it.
He sighed. He reached out and cupped the boy’s face, wiping one of his tears. “I forgive you,” he stated, “Please do not cry. I do not like it.”
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Post by Deleted on May 30, 2015 19:37:05 GMT -5
He did not like his tears? He didn’t like them, hm? Yong-Sun’s chest began to burn and anger clasped his fear in its hands and shred it apart. How dare Ivan claim he didn’t like his sobs when he had been the cause of them! He’d doubted him, called him a fool, and disbelieved his ability to know when he had be focused and not aloof. He wasn’t an idiot!
An idiot would have lost out to the Western World so long ago!
And yet, Ivan had the gall even –
Yong-Sun jerked his head away and scrubbed his eyes furiously to rid himself of the tears. He swallowed his rage, however. It would not serve him. He would not lose his head. He almost had. He would have if he hadn’t realized you caught more flies with honey than vinegar. He took several cleansing breaths before staring back up at Ivan in misery.
“I am sorry, but it is hard to quell them when Teacher Russia believes I do not respect him and view this war with narrow lenses,” he sniffed. North Korea himself was ashamed of his tears. Ashamed and yet still so angry. North Korea was an angry country full of wrath that had little to no outlet. He didn’t even know how he’d upset Russia so. All he’d wanted to communicate was his weariness of being doubted by the very nation would had taken him in. And what venom when he’d mentioned America…
And he had a whiplash personality.
This little disagreement, now this was a waste of time, but Sun bit his tongue. He would not be rude, not that he’d been so before. Russia could see it as he wished. Yet if Ivan thought North Korea was just going to allow the larger nation to be irritated at him without just cause or explanation then he had been wrong. Terribly so.
It would always be true that North Korea was younger than Russia. He’d hardly been born into nationhood—in fact he’d been but a child when World War II had broken out. That was when Appa had disappeared and being the older brother he’d taken action. He’d fought the Japanese and while he’d failed, he’d tried. He’d protected Yong Soo. And his savior? His savior had taught him cruelty and war instead of peace. There had been so saving grace when the Allies had split him and Soo. Russia had been one of them and it was true he’d not forgiven them for wrenching them apart. If they hadn’t he’d still have Soo! He wouldn’t be chaotic! His lessons had been chaos, bloodshed. He was but a product of his upbringing and a broken psyche that glittered in shards on the floor. Dictatorship, communism, torture those had been his courses. Pain. But he didn’t want to be so…lonely. He’d never asked for this! Any of this!
He took deep breaths and pulled himself up straight. He bowed to him. “I will do whatever is required to prove my loyalty and awareness, but I do not blame your doubt. I have been locked behind my own walls for so long.”
He couldn’t have allowed Russia to leave. He knew the situation well and especially those of his allies. He needed Russia and the rest of the far more than they him. To them he was merely a gadfly. It was time to prove otherwise, but not without tact. China had taught him far better than that.
So maybe he’d have to snap a few bones and crush a few ribs in the process.
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do not forget me
About thirty years ago, Israel's boss was assasinated. By who, well, no one knows, but Israel immediately blamed Iran. Of course, that alone wouldn't have started World War III, even though Israel and Iran's various allies declared war in quick succession.
Nah, the nuclear bomb in the middle of Jerusalem probably did it.
Now? Now the rest is history. The world's been at war for thirty years, thirty years of bloodshed and pain. No one else has reached for the nuclear option quite yet, but no one's happy. So if we all die- well, do not forget me, okay?
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